i guess im going to the hospital’? ikd..fck. sotry
coloring-my-day: Hey darling. I know how hard all of this is and how you feel and the one thing that would make me feel so much better is if you messaged me so we could talk. Can you do that for me?
i can abrely type. im shaky and idkj whats going on. sorr
im-about-to-lose-my-mind: Sweetie, get help. Call someone. I told you I'd be here and I am. I'm so sorry I didn't see until now. I'm so, so incredibly sorry. I don't talk to you because I feel bad. I talk to you because you're sweet and caring and you helped me. I'm sorry I couldn't do the same. Please, PLEASE be okay.
nobody would care if i told them i took pills.
my head hurts. this is good. i do have the strength to kill myself.
May 20 2012 2:01with 1 note
Anonymous: How could you be "joking" about depression? And I had a friend do that to me too much love <3 :(
i need more pills.
victoriesoftomorrow: i don't know you, but i feel like you and i have a lot in common and could be great friends. i'm not going to tell you not to commit suicide, because i know what it's like to be so trapped in your mind and just need OUT. for me, drugs have become that. but i've made plans to kill myself several times. if you want to talk, rant, anything, i'm here.
you sent this a lottle too late. i already took the bottle of pills.
im sorry.
i cant take this anymore.
people are only talking to me because they feel bad for me
they all think im “pretending” to be depressed
you cant fake scars. (well you can i guess, but i suck at makeup)
i want to teach them all a lesson.
so to all my “friends” thank you for doubting me because you helped push me to this.
goodbye all my loves. be strong and be happy.
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